
Spent some time this weekend going through those memory boxes taken down from the attic and starting the first draft of my book.
The thing about a project like this is that once you get started the ideas begin multiplying like rabbits. I just wish the words multiplied just as easily.
As I began this project early on into the four day weekend – I began to get all the old telltale signs of why this has been a slow moving project (three years now)….anxiety and panic attacks. I began to doubt my ability to tell this story without comprising the progress I have made toward mental wellness.
However, after much praying I know that worrying about my ability to tell this story from a mentally healthy perspective would be to doubt my faith in God.
And so, I have the first draft of chapter one. Don’t get too excited. Each sentence needs to be revised half a dozen times and new ideas need to be interjected every third paragraph or so.
Ahh…the struggles of being a writer.
Hope everyone enjoyed their holiday weekend and don’t forget why we have the freedom to do whatever it is you did today.




4 Comments
Keep it up. The words will come. Just breathe! Not only of oxygen, but of the Holy Spirit’s wisdom and help.
what a project! Go easy on yourself.
What a huge project! Good luck with it. Maybe one chapter at a time is a good goal? I really have no idea because i just am not a writer…
Danielle,
Writing a memoir like yours can be a painful process. But, there are some good books that can help you figure how a way to be truthful and yet deal with the pain. If you’re interested, I’ll email you a few suggestions offline.
Susan