Doubting the Writing Process

Memory Boxes

Spent some time this weekend going through those memory boxes taken down from the attic and starting the first draft of my book.

The thing about a project like this is that once you get started the ideas begin multiplying like rabbits. I just wish the words multiplied just as easily.

As I began this project early on into the four day weekend – I began to get all the old telltale signs of why this has been a slow moving project (three years now)….anxiety and panic attacks. I began to doubt my ability to tell this story without comprising the progress I have made toward mental wellness.

However, after much praying I know that worrying about my ability to tell this story from a mentally healthy perspective would be to doubt my faith in God.

And so, I have the first draft of chapter one. Don’t get too excited. Each sentence needs to be revised half a dozen times and new ideas need to be interjected every third paragraph or so.

Ahh…the struggles of being a writer.

Hope everyone enjoyed their holiday weekend and don’t forget why we have the freedom to do whatever it is you did today.

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4 Comments

  1. Posted May 26, 2009 at 1:11 am | Permalink

    Keep it up. The words will come. Just breathe! Not only of oxygen, but of the Holy Spirit’s wisdom and help.

  2. jadasgigi
    Posted May 26, 2009 at 6:46 pm | Permalink

    what a project! Go easy on yourself.

  3. Posted May 27, 2009 at 2:14 am | Permalink

    What a huge project! Good luck with it. Maybe one chapter at a time is a good goal? I really have no idea because i just am not a writer…

  4. Posted May 27, 2009 at 7:30 pm | Permalink

    Danielle,
    Writing a memoir like yours can be a painful process. But, there are some good books that can help you figure how a way to be truthful and yet deal with the pain. If you’re interested, I’ll email you a few suggestions offline.

    Susan

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